it's kinda weird sometimes.. recently i have alot of nightmares.. not nightmares as in those scary ones that'll make u jerk up when u were asleep..but murdering nightmares.. a few nights ago, i keep on having the simialr dreams.. I WAS BEING MURDERED...

stabbed using syringe filled wif some deadly poison?? n i died..

or i was on a train wif some funny ppl.. n i was tied to smthing, raped n killed..

sometimes, i was being thrown or fell off a tall building..

surprisingly, i awoke, not frightened...yet calm..i could still think n tell myself tt, TT was a DREAM.. wad was GOD trying to tell me?? i hav yet to figure out..